17 June 2009

When MY mINDZ JOBLESS...

Good thing >> Driving has been a great experience and am testing Bangalore roads - parking and also (rebuke auto fellas at times) like never before....
Bad Thing>> Work is lashing me crazy to a no man world of view’s and anxiety...Never experienced this kind of mental trouble in Infy.....
Good thing>>Stayed with my parents for 4 days (first time after my marriage for this long) and made up for last 10 months with them....wonderland it was. It's always so beautiful to be with parents and talk endless about our childhood days...
Bad thing>>Last one month, I wake up with a sense of sprint; as if the sky has fallen on my head, check my office mails and can sense my blood rushing from my toes to brains.....( Is this a symptom for ...)
Good thing>> I cooked for the FiRsT time in my In laws-house....and everything still seem to be normal in kitchen...Phew...
Bad Thing>>My team in Infy is disintegrated and everyone have moved to different teams and shifts. This was the team I formed with lot of passion.
Good thing>>I have stopped watching Hindi serials from last many months and somehow don't feel the urge to watch anymore. Surprising, I don’t miss those never ending accessories and drama..
Bad Thing>>H’ has not taken me out for dinner from ages and he still continues to act everything is Normal
Good thing>>My hair seems to be growing and I continue to be optimistic about it
Bad thing>>I have only few frens and hardly socialize with any
Good thing>> I still want to continue to work
Bad thing>> How I wish I was a son to my Parents; but Unfortunately not.
Good thing>>
I still dream about buying my own house and keep calculating….
Bad thing>> Am expected to be packing my bags soon and off to some unknown place-country on my work
Good thing>> Am going to stop writing for now and just post this witout an edit…..am jobless and these were my thoughts……This is me...

2 comments:

Sriharsha bantalpad said...

Many other inputs/pointers seem to be missing! Do u want me to ADD them on ur behalf.

Dinner Treat from my side - For what ;-

alaka said...

Hi Shru
MAharani, Its nice to read some thoughts, share it and enjoy you moment.
I really fascinated on the way you wrote. Nice shru.