Last week of 2010....

Back from Shimoga, quite at ease as it went per plan. Got to spend less time with thata and ajji, but was happy to speak to them and listening to their concern and stories. I could make out how old they have grown from the time I saw them last. Age is one factor which has made them quite helpless, with declining health and other issues. The house also looks very different now, giving me a feel that those days are only to cherish, never to be same again!!!!

Well, back to my routine and it’s the last week of the year. We have a project GO LIVE on 03Jan so its quite a task at workplace for all of us to finish our year end and get things in place for the Project. It’s so different, when it’s a Start up and the beauty is to think –plan-work ALL from the START! We are hiring in big numbers and learnt that its not an easy task to find the right skill set in volumes which has strict deadline…IDEAS WELCOME

Looking forward for the new years since I need to wrap up all the things from my mind and start again FRESH! I have never had resolutions nor believe in it, but am more clear about what I need and what I will do the following year. My FEAR with walk of life has reduced as compared to 2010 and hence my biggest deal with 2011 would be fearless and to face things better than before. I shall post the list of things I plan to show interest for coming year in my next post. That’s gonna be the deal with 2011.

Party for Friday evening is almost finalized from Hubby’s side and am all set to join him to rejoice the last day of the year. I wish for shopping but for sure not gonna get the approvals.

It's so hard when I have to, and so easy when I want to. ~Annie Gottlier

SHIMOGA

SHIMOGA....thats where I have spent all my Summer and Winter holidays in Ajji mane ( Granny's home)...It was a beauty those days to pack my bags, on the last day of my final exam and get going for month long holiday.......It just remains a Nostalgia now!!!

Its after 3 or 4 long yrs, am going to Shimoga with hubby for Christmas. Its gonna be just for 2 days, but would want to make it up for the last few yrs missed....
Am so looking forward to this short trip....

Merry Christmas to all.....Have a great weekend!!!

Optimistic now...

Thanks to my blog friends who gave me ideas to cheer up in my last post!!! I did wear my new watch and felt good, reading Prodigal daughter from Jeffery, met mom & dad on sunday, Met my cousins after a long time for chit-chat, had short visit to Tumkur for a marriage and loved the journey, took 2 days off which was a huge relief....

Attended close fren’s marriage last week and it was so much fun to see them tie the knot and the complete ga-ga and drama of marriage is so nostalgic. I badly wanted to get away from Bangalore just like the married couple who left last evening for their honeymoon.
A must to do list is to watch my marriage video this weekend!

Planning to visit my Grandparents for 2 days and will be going to Shimoga next weekend. Am unhappy with the 3 yr gap I have given to visit this place; since this is one place which is very close to my heart after Bangalore. My summer and Dasarra vacations were spent here for almost 15 years and memories will kick start, moment I think of this place. Hoping hubby will like too!!!

No vacation and No plans for the year end; that leaves me feeling JEALOUS to all those enjoying Christmas and New yr holidays and planned it. Don’t tell me about it.

BUT..BUT I have some serious plans for next yr. I want to take some steps , which will even surprise me; but will go ahead to make it up for the ‘not-so-good’ year I had this time, which made us compromise big time and lost out on time, patience, health, money and what not…

Love December….

Lonely feel....

Out of blue, my mood just dropped and thought shall solitude myself from everyone and just scribble it here....Am not at peace, confusion all around me, unable to make decisions on my act right...

Hubby is shifted to new team and he leaves home early morning; travelling all the way to EC, which is not new to me but "am not liking it"...I get to see him for an hour in the morning and hardly talk except for a) I have kept milk on the table.....b) oh u wearing this today.....hmm...
c) Am cutting fruits and then byeeee, have a nice day at work....
Its the same story repeated at evening...wonder; Is this how it is? Sunday can't be the only dependent day for me to spent time with him....I wish for unwanted lazy mad talks, be it meaningless or whatever with gu !!!!

Am not sure if this is the reason for the low feel ...I even tried "Basil tea" at Infinitea but in vain...My brain acts just low..

Will head back home, to continue the routine for the day...
Suggest me something to FEEL GOOD ....

Obssessed with watches....

am wearing my new watch, gifted by hubby last week.I didnt want to, unless it was a special occassion, but am missing him...so wanted to chance to stip open the cover and just wear that beauty....am so so so so obssessed with watches now..JUST LIKE HUBBY...
how come we soo much alike in this case?????

I need to FOCUS!

Have a plan in place....
Promised something big to boss for next 2 days...
I need loads of focus and zeal to move the way Ihave planned...else It gonnaa be huge disaster for me...wish me..wish me...wish me....