Picked this myself and some time pass for my sleepy head... Self Tag!!!
Asked someone to marry you? Guilty Oh Yes! After 6 yrs of dating this person, had to ask him to marry me..Isnt that fair enough?
Ever kissed someone of the same sex? Guilty my mom, my sis, my frens!
Danced on a table in a bar? Innocent Because of the bar bit I guess. Wish I could!
Ever told a lie? Guilty If anyone answers Innocent to this one, I swear that will be the heights of XXXXXX
Had feelings for someone whom you can’t have back? Guilty long back..maybe..can’t even remember!
Kissed a picture? Guilty Totally. Being a girl, it’s totally justified too
Slept in until 5 PM? Guilty So. Many. times. What do you expect from someone who tries to work from night to late in the morning and get back home to catch that episode of FRIENDS and movies….I have done it many times, few years back! Life is just a routine now.
Fallen asleep at work/school? Guilty oh yes! On that sofa in the campus..eekkss
Held a snake? Innocent Touched one in Singapore..I think it was in one of the zoo. We had to pay to hold it, so backed off!!!
Been suspended from school? Innocent No-no. I was this no nonsense-no risk taking girl..
Worked at a fast food restaurant? Innocent No. I have always lived in India. But like the concept, when I used to read some comics and watch movies.
Stolen from a store? Guilty yes when I was in college. Went out to the Market with appa and just took away one lemon..Just for Fun!!! Daddy was cool and we came out laughing!!!
Been fired from a job? Innocent Thank you very much
Done something you regret? Guilty Totally. Many times…keep happening with me..
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? Guilty I am sure that would have happened sometime…many times!
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Guilty Only once in Life..when I was on the way to Grand Canyon
Kissed in the rain? Guilty Very guilty ..when it was raining outside J
Sat on a roof top? Guilty Yes. Last yr on Jan 01st in jeinkal!
Kissed someone you shouldn’t? Innocent oh no!!!
Sang in the shower? Guilty All the time. I used to have my own tunes and Lyrics and dad had fun time competing with me post shower time!
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? Guilty of Yes! Twice. Once with the girlie gang from college and other during a trip from office. This was long long ago!
Shaved your head? Guilty Yes, if you consider my visit to Tirupathi when I was a year old
Had a boxing membership? Innocent hooohhahahahaaaaaahheheeeee…
Made a girlfriend cry? Guilty. There were quite a lot of arguments and crying sessions in college and recently few…oh my God!
Been in a band? Guilty Yes!!!! In school..Very much and loved it!I even learnt to play flute and the Band then.
Shot a gun? Innocent waiting for a chance..
Donated Blood? Innocent Wish to. But with my thin looks, who would allow me to?
Eaten alligator meat? Innocent No-no. that’s a shocker to even think..
Eaten cheesecake? Guilty yes! But I don’t love cake, pastries, chocolates..Very rarely indulge in it.
Still love someone you shouldn’tt? Guilty Yes! Few friends and cousins like this Exist.
Have/had a tattoo? Innocent Waaaah! I want a tattoo now! I think it is SO cool to have one. I have discussed this with Hubby..I need oneeeeeeeeeee….
Liked someone, but will never tell who? Innocent I guess I have always made it pretty obvious when I like/dislike someone.
Been too honest? Guilty ahhh!
Ruined a surprise? Innocent Never! It hardly happens that am a part of any surprises, but the recent one for hubby rocked!!!
Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you couldn’t walk afterward? Guilty Oh yes. I Love food and do this most of the time!!!
Erased someone in your friends list? Guilty Hmm, yes.
Dressed in a woman’s clothes (if you’re a guy) or man’s clothes (if you’re a girl)? Guilty Is it a big deal for girls at all? My tee’s, Jeans and shorts….love them all!!! Just that its all wrapped for now, unable to fit into them!!!boooooooo
Joined a pageant? Innocent Nope. Never .Love to watch them!
Been told that you’re handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said? Guilty Hehe, many times. And they better have meant it ;)
Had communication with your ex? Innocent Never had a serious relation,it was only Gu all the while!
Got totally drunk on the night before exam? Innocent ah Joke! Never tried drinking in school or college! So that makes me ….
Got totally angry that you cried so hard? Guilty Yeah, that’s what I do when I am angry. Bawl. Always happens with me…I cry so so so easily!
25 March 2011
18 March 2011
Indian Boys!
Me: hi
Me: oota?
yaguara: madding now.... mom mixing, nindu chapathi ayitha ?
Me: yes
Me: and ice -cream too
yaguara: oh super
Me: mom mixes for you
Me: ?
yaguara: yes
Me: heheheee
Me: story of all Indian boys!!!
yaguara: btw going to national market, will pick the dvds ...
yaguara: i know boman's mom mixes for him as well
Me: ya....especially i its Pachadi or chutney or somethng like that
Me: (will silently laugh); while he enjoys the ghee filled pachadi rice
yaguara: for me everything and made of rice
Me: oh woaaawwwwwwww
yaguara:
Me: God! Indian Boys!
yaguara: hmm..Agree
Me: oota?
yaguara: madding now.... mom mixing, nindu chapathi ayitha ?
Me: yes
Me: and ice -cream too
yaguara: oh super
Me: mom mixes for you
Me: ?
yaguara: yes
Me: heheheee
Me: story of all Indian boys!!!
yaguara: btw going to national market, will pick the dvds ...
yaguara: i know boman's mom mixes for him as well
Me: ya....especially i its Pachadi or chutney or somethng like that
Me: (will silently laugh); while he enjoys the ghee filled pachadi rice
yaguara: for me everything and made of rice
Me: oh woaaawwwwwwww
yaguara:
Me: God! Indian Boys!
yaguara: hmm..Agree
16 March 2011
Wednesday...RaNdOm tHoUgHtS
Ø Got a lovely gift from Hubby for women’s day! It’s a Chicken Embroidery Kameez and dupatta ( now, am not sure why they call chicken) with Orange and green combination..ahhh I love it and is kept for the Ugadi festival.
Ø Spent last Sunday with parents and sissy and had fun-fun-fun! From lovely food to gossiping to fun making it was just a perfect Sunday.
Ø Had that awaiting ‘one on one’ talk with boss and no matter what the out come is, I did talk. I learnt few lessons and spent time on analyzing how did this all go through.
Ø Hubby just called to say he had picked up a book and a DVD for me and it will remain a surprise until I reach home…..( cool!)
Ø I tried aloo-methi and loved it. FIL and appa made fun of my half-cooked food. I prefer all vegetables to be half cooked which is not liked by everyone.
Ø Am trying to be more organized at workplace, and using my daily journal quite effectively. Am quite happy with the way things are moving without messing it up too much.
Ø Friend at work got me fresh Arabica coffee powder from chikkamagaluru. It’s only me who drink coffee at home, but I will still enjoy making one hot cup for myself in the morning – atleast for t’row.
Ø I hate apples and hubby wants me to eat atleast one per day. It’s a torture to convince him that we can’t get along well. That’s apple and me!
Ø V is upset with lot of things and fear what’s in store with us. Its been a long friendship term and hate to see it move this way.
Ø Thinking of painting my nail red!!! For a change~
Ø Stepped out of office twice during the day; just to check if its raining. I love doing this and wait for rain, which is a feel good factor and I need it.
Ø I have wanted to watch my marriage video and shall soon unwind watching it.
Ø I finally removed my favorite red handbag, which I picked up in Goa and using it occasionally. I have kept my beloved choices inside wardrobe for long…viz bad
Ø Am wearing white and Green today and like the feel of colors!
Ø Spent last Sunday with parents and sissy and had fun-fun-fun! From lovely food to gossiping to fun making it was just a perfect Sunday.
Ø Had that awaiting ‘one on one’ talk with boss and no matter what the out come is, I did talk. I learnt few lessons and spent time on analyzing how did this all go through.
Ø Hubby just called to say he had picked up a book and a DVD for me and it will remain a surprise until I reach home…..( cool!)
Ø I tried aloo-methi and loved it. FIL and appa made fun of my half-cooked food. I prefer all vegetables to be half cooked which is not liked by everyone.
Ø Am trying to be more organized at workplace, and using my daily journal quite effectively. Am quite happy with the way things are moving without messing it up too much.
Ø Friend at work got me fresh Arabica coffee powder from chikkamagaluru. It’s only me who drink coffee at home, but I will still enjoy making one hot cup for myself in the morning – atleast for t’row.
Ø I hate apples and hubby wants me to eat atleast one per day. It’s a torture to convince him that we can’t get along well. That’s apple and me!
Ø V is upset with lot of things and fear what’s in store with us. Its been a long friendship term and hate to see it move this way.
Ø Thinking of painting my nail red!!! For a change~
Ø Stepped out of office twice during the day; just to check if its raining. I love doing this and wait for rain, which is a feel good factor and I need it.
Ø I have wanted to watch my marriage video and shall soon unwind watching it.
Ø I finally removed my favorite red handbag, which I picked up in Goa and using it occasionally. I have kept my beloved choices inside wardrobe for long…viz bad
Ø Am wearing white and Green today and like the feel of colors!
08 March 2011
WeEk tHaT wEnT By...
Am writing this post; since I wanted to write something…
So it will be the feelings captured at this moment.
Week started with the birthday note and loads of gift and feeling special of completing another year…Therez lot of things am looking forward this year and hopefully will end (Start!)With a good note! There was nothing much planned for the day, more of a routine at work and back home early to catch on power nap and a short visit to temple. So this means the “celebration” is pending and hopefully we should go away from Bangalore for sometime!!!!
My sleepiness still continues due to medication and its HELL literally when I force open my eyes at work to look at those mail, Excels and PPT’s. I almost lost temper with few people who cam to talk/ask me while I felt this helpless. Breathing exercise doesn’t seem like a routine, since am too lazy to work on it in the morning. No idea…..
Its getting quite hot during the day and the other day we went out for Lunch from work and we could not take the sweltering heat beating us. I read the weather is going to be irregular this time. Anything related to weather just reminds me of my childhood in this same place, which was so -so -so beautiful and those sudden drizzle or rain shower in the midst of not-so-hot summer, such delight! I get so nostalgic and try to enjoy those days I loved with least worries. Maybe am a person who likes to hit back and explore for good epoch rather than enjoying this moment!
All I need is a BREAK and wish my hubby is listening!!!!
So it will be the feelings captured at this moment.
Week started with the birthday note and loads of gift and feeling special of completing another year…Therez lot of things am looking forward this year and hopefully will end (Start!)With a good note! There was nothing much planned for the day, more of a routine at work and back home early to catch on power nap and a short visit to temple. So this means the “celebration” is pending and hopefully we should go away from Bangalore for sometime!!!!
My sleepiness still continues due to medication and its HELL literally when I force open my eyes at work to look at those mail, Excels and PPT’s. I almost lost temper with few people who cam to talk/ask me while I felt this helpless. Breathing exercise doesn’t seem like a routine, since am too lazy to work on it in the morning. No idea…..
Its getting quite hot during the day and the other day we went out for Lunch from work and we could not take the sweltering heat beating us. I read the weather is going to be irregular this time. Anything related to weather just reminds me of my childhood in this same place, which was so -so -so beautiful and those sudden drizzle or rain shower in the midst of not-so-hot summer, such delight! I get so nostalgic and try to enjoy those days I loved with least worries. Maybe am a person who likes to hit back and explore for good epoch rather than enjoying this moment!
All I need is a BREAK and wish my hubby is listening!!!!
16 February 2011
Love my SLEEP
Health went upside down from past 2weeks and have been traumatized the way am unable to mentally have clout over my physical challenges on being ‘just Fine’.. There’s not gone a minute where I haven’t prayed for my normal feel good and expecting nothing more than it. Am craving for my normal food habits to my old self of running around for things at work and those early morning washing of clothes and asking hubby to take me out, even if I find that 10 mins of spare time. I miss the time I spend on deciding my clothes for the day and to chit-chat with friends during my journey and all those a part of my Lovely routine.
Now, is it that am bedridden, for such thoughts to take momentum??????
Oh No, its some issue which will take some time for me to get back to my old self and me being quite lower on the healthier side, needs loads of nutrients intake and mental stability to gain what I used to be 6 months back. This is almost like a project for me, except that am not feeling too active to make up my mind for such intakes. I have started breathing exercise to make myself feel good but none is helping as of now. Maybe things will take its time to heal, but patience is something I need in abundance along with the effect of tablets and the usual feel that comes attached to your body when you are unwell.
With great difficulty and pleading boss, I took off last week and went to amma’s place. All I did was Sleep and eat and gulp those tablets. By the time I was done, I realized I have hardly spoken to them nor did I do anything which should have been a part of my visit which I so rarely get to do. I only could cry when I had to leave, cursing my lazy head for depending so much on “How-sick-I am” factor rather than making myself better in their presence. Not known when will I get to spend another week with them…
AND, For the same reason missed my cousin’s engagement 2 weeks back and I still whine about the sarees which went unused for the occasion and all the fun with Cousins and keep re-counting my Bad luck on this (as usual)….Now I shall assume this is usual feel for anyone in my place and forgive me for all the crib in this space.
I want to think of nice things that are happening around me, so it adds to as nutrients to my Brain cells and active me physically.
Am thinking of World Cup, warm up game where India won by surprise, amma’s cooking, appa’s early morning messages, tommy watch (?????), talking to hubby before I hit the bed, all the food in the street which is so tempting ( ahhh…) …Ah WAIT..Its only the sleep which makes me feel so good now, so as of now am devoid of all materialistic pleasure and only NEED in life is SLEEP….
Now, is it that am bedridden, for such thoughts to take momentum??????
Oh No, its some issue which will take some time for me to get back to my old self and me being quite lower on the healthier side, needs loads of nutrients intake and mental stability to gain what I used to be 6 months back. This is almost like a project for me, except that am not feeling too active to make up my mind for such intakes. I have started breathing exercise to make myself feel good but none is helping as of now. Maybe things will take its time to heal, but patience is something I need in abundance along with the effect of tablets and the usual feel that comes attached to your body when you are unwell.
With great difficulty and pleading boss, I took off last week and went to amma’s place. All I did was Sleep and eat and gulp those tablets. By the time I was done, I realized I have hardly spoken to them nor did I do anything which should have been a part of my visit which I so rarely get to do. I only could cry when I had to leave, cursing my lazy head for depending so much on “How-sick-I am” factor rather than making myself better in their presence. Not known when will I get to spend another week with them…
AND, For the same reason missed my cousin’s engagement 2 weeks back and I still whine about the sarees which went unused for the occasion and all the fun with Cousins and keep re-counting my Bad luck on this (as usual)….Now I shall assume this is usual feel for anyone in my place and forgive me for all the crib in this space.
I want to think of nice things that are happening around me, so it adds to as nutrients to my Brain cells and active me physically.
Am thinking of World Cup, warm up game where India won by surprise, amma’s cooking, appa’s early morning messages, tommy watch (?????), talking to hubby before I hit the bed, all the food in the street which is so tempting ( ahhh…) …Ah WAIT..Its only the sleep which makes me feel so good now, so as of now am devoid of all materialistic pleasure and only NEED in life is SLEEP….
05 February 2011
It's again..Hopes

Welcomed this year, with HOPES…
Keeping fingers crossed on the awful nostalgia of 2010
Kept smiling, kept saying It will be fine this time…
Started with a bang, birthday celebration and blast…
Shopping and screaming with joy, hoping…..
Missing another important convene, which is pricking my heart…
All there and merry making, but for me…
Same thing, repeating but so helpless…
Wanna avoid those calls and those WHY’s…
Its rest of things, which is a priority…
In midst of this, there goes my plans and what I love
Hope again, that its worth the time here...and patience
and today with little less hope and anger…
Its again me….
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