Meeting Vini

Surprising that Vini messaged " Lets meet this Sunday".....We have been the best buddies for over a decade, from having morning coffee until evening snacks at work to meeting every weekend, shopping, crazy talks ( Lovey moments with this girl must say!!!) ..Just like the best Girl frens!!!! Over years, it changed and my Bad that I had family commitments and we could hardly meet..Thanks to Phone, we ring up each other everyday....I always feel its not been the same, since we hardly meet....hmmm

Back to my topic, we Met last Saturday for coffee at Costa Coffee. Its mid-way to her workplace and my home; so its easy for me to commute with Gigee...I was so bloody excited, just the thought of meeting her...My usual irritation about few things at home just vanished, I was sooper cool feeding gigee and kept telling him that we are going out in the evening, something nice was running inside me...(hehehe)

I was worried I had not done my eye brows, managed to wash my hair, kept checking my tee's...Same for Gigee, kept a nice tee and shorts!!!! I could not apply kajal, due to dust allergy in my eyes  :(

It was an evening, so REFRESHING!!!! We picked up coffee, walnut cake and sat to talk...It was simple, nice, playing with Gigee, light, just Nice!
loved it!

Am not myself .....these days

Well its Saturday noon and a bliss to have good home cooked lunch ( Hot!); I included my fav aloo fry in menu so I can do complete justice to my tummy....By the time I completed cleaning kitchen; It started to drizzle out, while I cuddled my lil boy and put him to sleep..Habit; I always read a book, while he gets into deep sleep....cozzyyyyy

Two things I love - Cooking and reading has almost come to a stop still due to my busy schedule being a mom and the lil time I get;  make me a lazy one..I have been giving reasons to myself from past 3 months yet unable to get back to do things .....Slowly m catching up and should give me a slight relief.

Two incidents today made me feel that am not MYSELF, rather trying to be someone else so things are at Ease..That brings bck the topic what I hate about myself, that I give up easily to manage peace and end up pleasig someone else which only leaves wrinkled forehead since all way am cursing myself for being someone else WHICH AM NOT! The target was my hubby and definetely not liking what has passed. I had to speak things which I didnt mean nor wanted to... I need to put in some strong thoughts into my head that I need to stop THIS ACT....I had to make time to write this, since this exercise has always given me that space to think - express- decide and feel better....

As a part of the routine, we shall dine out tonight..Last weekend was at ROYAL ORCHID and N&G treated us! iT WAS FUN AND love that place!!!!!

Must Mention, I attended my school fren's wedding the other day( Very unusual of me) and was not even sure if he will even recognize me..Contrary turned out to be very pleasant and felt such unusual and unexpected things gives a nice feel!!!!

Relaxingg...

Relaxing after a long time....its a rare I get to sit and wonder "what do I do now"....Am so so so so so very looking forward for such "What do I Do" kinda....

Work from home is completely outta question, since am so busy and do not get enough of playing with him,,,Now that Gigee is 7 months old, he needs more EnTeRtAiNmEnT and I need to start looking for newer things to keep him on toes....Love his movements and lil boy tries hard to move and catch those toys in front of him....Days are just moving wih the flow, yet I miss something I really want to do...