2nd Marriage Anniversary!!!!

Its two years, we are married....so strange, so excited, so nostalgic, so beautiful, so mystifying, so intimate, so much so am caught up with so many assorted thoughts...so much "IN LOVE"......So much We need eachother...so beautiful this relationship is and has done to us.....so nice to have someone always there for you......

This last two months has bonded us in a very different, unusual way...Its the times, we had to pull in all our strenghts to cope up...Hubby has turned out to be complete charmer by changing his king size LIFE STYLE and get down to understand and help me every single minute...we are strengths to each other and its this part of "unusual routine" which made me get to know him ALL OVER AGAIN!!! After ages, I went on to look into his eyes for long and say how much he means to me...Its a new "US" after all the eight yrs I have known him and a bond which is so so so so INTIMATE...Its not wrong to say AM IN LOVE AGAIN!!!



Back to my DEMANDS...Back to my collections...Its the SURPRISE I had in store on Friday early morning...I just woke up to the alarm and shocked to see hubby waiting for me to wake up...he asked me to open the Wardrobe....With waited breath, i rushed to the place and there was lying my big surprise pack.....


HIDESIGN
Thanks Sweetheart.....

STOP-GAP

Its 11 PM...very unusual of me to be awake, in front of the system and looking at these research docs. Am waiting for my boss's call so we can go over the plan and I can be done with the grilling session or feedback and hit the bed....
By the time I realise, Soon its gonna be 6AM and need to wake up! uffffff......
Any there who gets to sleep like 10...12 hrs sometimes??? lemme know
This is more of s STOP-GAP blog, so I can be occupied. The silence of night ( here at home, 11 is like MIDNIGHT) is killing me....
I havent read most of my fav's blog from long. I need to cach up what's happening....

I have a NEW DIAMOND NOSE RING, for Varamahalakshmi pooja and so much looking forward to wear my new possession. Its more for Hubby's sake, since he LOVES the stone more than anything!!!! He wants to have a collection and God save him....sometimes people are crazy for all different reasons...I will not be able to gift what he needs even this year. Am defaulting from last 2 yrs and hopefully soon will be able to make raise his eye brows and get that surprise HUG for having gifted what he always wanted....

Am planning another HIDESIGN.....what's say?

"GUEST POST" by Hubby!

Hubby was hospitalised last month with rashes all over his body and some kind of Viral at the same time as his parents were for diffferent reasons...He has been completely kicked out of his routine, which made him write a Guest post for my Blog.....
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Disclaimer: I write this post keeping in mind the characters that I think are integral part to me and this is not subject to any individual or to depict anyone in any form what so ever. Viewers are free to read thro’ and infer what they can.

To begin this journey of my blog – though I have one of mine [Bantalpad.blogspot.com] I have made no effort to visit that in a while nor have I written an post in the last couple of years, I do visit to keep it LIVE! I have started this with a BUNCH of Thoughts which are in me and I hope to have captured all of it in my way, you as a reader may or may not be able to review what is the MORAL of this [so called] STORY.

I can relate the 3 characters [S1 S2 S3] to a Time Piece! The Hour Stick, Minute Stick and the Ticker [Seconds Stick]…these days you may get models which may or may not have the ticker but yet this is a component which decides the FATE ~ ~ ~

Life is Automatic, it needs no Quartz/Diamonds or Winding…the only point here is that it can rotate either ways [Clock or anti clock], what’s making me say so is if ALL is WELL then it’s the CLOCK wise movement else it is the other way round.

I introduce another character 4 [S4] in this blog who is the actual time piece having all of the other 3 in him! Approximately Thirty Years ago this clock got its shape and came to the external world, in course of time and action this individual has got seasoned to the up’s and downs of LIFE. I say “SPIRITS can keep your SPIRIT HIGH” while in this case it has been the 3 characters who have been an absolute SPIRIT to the LIVING.

If you ask me who S1,S2,S3 characters are, well I may or may not reveal that! The third character came into my life approximately 8 years ago and from then ON there has been no looking back. This individual has been aside all thro’ the CREST and TROUGH yet has not lost the CHARM and has been a SIGN of the PLUS in my life!

Year 2010 has been nerve whipping year for the 4 characters, it started on a CLOCK WISE note and half way thru’ I notice it reversing its DIRECTION! Believe me, it’s an EXPERIENCE one has to go thru in LIFE at least for being a HUMAN! It gives a perspective of Reliability and Dependability on whose- who in this system of Society.

It’s easier said than done; when you have people who visit you on ADHOC basis give us a DOPE of how to handle with CARE and CRAP!

The PRESSURE is IMMENSE when you are mixed up of what’s in store for you when you actually looking forward to another BRIGHTER day with a RAY of HOPE! I am in this situation @ present! I have liked Materialism in life but the last 10 days has made a difference which I HOPE will take me to the ROAD NOT TAKEN – LEAD or TREAT life with a DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVE!

It’s the PHYSICAL PERSENCE which is actually the HEALING TOUCH to a WOUND! No matter how much WORDS of WISDOM u throw on the table, guiding an individual seated beside without losing CLAM is the NEXT best THING that I have DONE till date! This is certainly an EXPERIENCE which has given me a DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVE and I strongly feel that this has helped me GARNER STRENGTH, SERVE a HELPING HAND, SELF Mgmt –aside to TIME, so on…
LIFE take a TURN which has no minimum or maximum RADIUS, it’s TIME TO FATE! And then DESTINY KILLS with so much of thoughts running le to your mind and soul. Not sure which one will take LEAD as I feel you will have NO CONTROL on either after a certain point in TIME!

Holy **** I am trying hard to refrain from saying more, b’cos I think it’s more to do with self and I am kind of losing sight to express in words! It’s more of me and me along with the other 3S who are just adorable to always MINE!
Hope this to be the only POST of mine which is to do with SORROW’S and look forward to HAPPY TIMES AHEAD!!!

Without my mobile charged....

The reason behind my perturbed morning is “My mobile is not chargedL; battery is Drained and no power at home”
This seems to be as important as my first dose of morning cuppa or be it my shower…I just can’t do without it at all and seems odd, looking at it almost dead. I just cannot afford to miss calling hubby for updates from home which is a priority, will miss my client calls, updates to my boss, my usual call to amma and my sis or be it my friends whom I catch up while traveling to work or back home...My entire day without my lifepartner ..eekkssss

On the other hand, Vins has so many stories to tell me in a day, making me wonder why I don’t have as many updates in a day. Do I need to connect with more people? My life is pretty much a routine, seems to be.

Anyways, I need to mention HOW I FEEL today...Am coming out to be more stronger, bolder, clear of what I want to do, smile in crisis ( took me long) and still have a LIFE….Today marks the feel good day for this reason…Cheers>

Questions & Questions....

Have been wanting to write and pour my heart out here, but somehow feel, have lost interest in all that I used to be so excited about all this while....It can be the turns my life is taking and so unable to express....another venting out session, lemme try not to.....

My NEW JOB, turning into too many obligations since am unable to deliver what I promised. It’s more to do with my personal issues for which am unable to spend time at work. I thought I went back to joining this place with a huge Vengeance but seems like it’s not treating me well enough to satisfy my EGO. Just messaged my boss will be working from home, which I hate to do and waiting for his reply....Where will this take me? Back to where I was in the beginning of the YEAR? Back to the phase I so badly not want to go through again? Many questions as to WHY ME still churns my stomach and its all pointed at me. I need to answer all these. QUESTIONS & QUESTIONS....

My Family is back home, after 2 weeks of hospitals and surgery and viral infections. It’s another Phase which I want to leave behind the memories and take only the lessons I learnt on Crisis management...I still recall the smell of the hospital to the PAIN or be it waiting for the duty doc to check one by one, to the packing of food with no hunger and throwing all at the end of the day, to asking for Help...It’s all OVER and hopefully recovery is fast enough for me to get back to my routine and forget the 15 days of unavoidable pain, which made me feel so lonely..
Am missing my first cousin’s marriage this month and our 2nd anniversary plans is on HOLD. So all the “pre-excitment” flow is a WASTE. I will no more be a part of the gang, who are planning from the attire to the Drama which will take place on the 5 day wedding event. Cheers!

Venting out???? Oppssss.....

Am COOKING!!!! Oh not really, but at least a breakfast or dinner in a day is giving me enough cheerfulness. I learnt quite a few dishes and hopefully try-out more...This is my area of interest and enjoying it. Planning to check some recipes online, to gratify my foodie stomach...