I always had an unusual working routine, since its a different industry type. Pa was so supportive that I could hardly ever take notice of the difference, even be it me working on Ganesh Chaturti or getting back home in the wee hours of morning...As I passed multiple stages, It got better in terms of timing and I was also able accommodate to the demands of married life. As compared to the said yrs of my work life, it’s been the most normal from last 2 years..It can’t get better than this and am not a person who is working just for the heck of it or only for money. Keeping all this in mind, I refuse to justify anymore to anyone!!!!! YES, what I have chosen now requires loads of commitment, which is proportional to the time taken. Am stressed and have my ways of unwinding it; be it consoling at self that this is what I have chosen. Am not even cribbing that this path doesn’t allow me to take vacation currently and had to cancel my yr end plan with hubby. This leaves me bitter but thats fine....No Justifying again!!!!! I might not be able to walk in home by 6 PM or not hit the bed at 10 PM, I still feel this is ok since I have walked in here for a purpose....I still do my duties of waking on time to boil the Milk to put those clothes into the machine to my domestic duties at home....No Justifying either ways.....
Am still heavy at heart today.....Balancing act can be tough!!!!
Another thing which stuck me is about CARING...This word can be beautiful and dangerous too..We all care for the person we love, for the family and Frens. I strongly feel the amount of CARE should be limited depending on the intimacy with the person and also with the relationship you carry. It should not go to an extent where it starts acting as a friction to the personality type you are!!!! U agree???
I limit my expressions , feelings, comments, Opinions and demands keeping the person in mind. If your personality don’t demand so much OVER-caring, then why? Am one such person who just can’t taken overflowing of such things from anyone be it, except from Hubby which I enjoynit to unwind and bring that life back to my routine...hmmm......
Tomorrow Hubby and gang leave to Munnar and Thekkady and am all set to wave Goodbye for the vacation.....If I look back at this year, which has been a lot of bumpy ride so unexpected most of the times, I have started to take these things with just a SMILE.....
We moved into new office and that makes me few kms nearer to home. I plan to start driving to work, makes me less dependent on the public transport, my major worry being the Auto’s. In past 1 month, I had to wait average of 30 mins to get an auto back home in the evening. I completely agree to the article in TIMES today on the demand and Supply concept...
To make myself feel better, will add some photos........my shopping cart recently.
...***That's my dress...Handbag...ear-rings from Goa.....
perfume and Diesel; Gugee surprised me.....
2 comments:
I feel that justifying anything is of no use, because if we want to justify, that itself means thatw e think we are doing soemthing not so right in our eyes.
Caring is such an idividual thing, some people care so much, but show it so little, whereas others may be fawning all over us with very little care in their heart:)
I sort of agree with what u said abt caring.
Wishing ur hubby and gang a happy journey and I luv the contents of ur shopping cart :) :)
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