me and my Lil one

Cant think of anything else...Its almost like life has taken a total turn and into a new road which completely defines a new ME and the only role am playing is "MOM"....

Even to freshen up and demand for that hot cuppa depends on what my lil one is upto...if he needs me, then I don't even keep track of time, my bed is not even done until noon, talking to him and feeding is all I would have done but that itself takes away half my day and changing the nappy is my expertise now!!! I catch up on newspaper when he takes his short nap in the morning and grab breakfast while he bathes.....Lunch is when he is playing with amma and with half mind look at him and eat whats in plate...by noon is when am so much done and muscles aching and he is the most active one demanding all my attention...we take a walk together in balcony and the soft breeze puts him to sleep while I debate whether to go to bed with him or catch up on other activities...I would have loved to read a book or clean my wardrobe, call my fren or even drive to my fav coffee joint, check FB or just useless talk with hubby but none happens really....i do rest my back for soemtime and soon hear him calling me in his own language and am all up to the feed...he looks at me, eye to eye, smiles and those lovely dimples just gives way to loads of happiness and a beautiful feeling which I have never experienced...am Back all energetic....

The kids in the apt are back from school and they form my new set of frens...evening is when I take my lilone to watch these kids play and while they relax taking breaks from their running and screaming, I start my questions..I ask and they answer right from School, studies, games, projects, dance, hobbies, homework, clothes, fashion, teachers..name it and I would have asked..Its the MOTHER in me, that has started to dream about my lil one growing up..the kids answer me with so much interest and extra details that am so much in love with bringing up Gigee!! With many questions to ask t'row and many dreams for my lilone,I shall sign off..time to feed Gigee and hit the bed.....

LOVING MOTHERHOOD!!!!