added my lil one in my blog :)

Got some time this noon to take a look at my blog....Was dissapointed with its look, untouched feel for long...I pepped it up with my baby's snap in it...welcome back to our world !!!!

Enjoying every bit of sleepless hours, feeding, cooking for gigee, taking him out for walks, shopping for him, cleaning the potty, bathing him ....I must admit with all the things we have been doing, the best and most content feel was "to put him to sleep"!!! Its not easy but the minute he sleeps on my lap, i just hug him tight and feel so beautiful..I always say its the best moments of my lifetime!!!!

Hope to get time for more....
soon we are celebrating his one year b'day!!!!

Cheers
Mommmyyyy

Gigee learns to CrAwL

EKKSSS, its like am Crawling all over the house!!!
Its just been two days, my lil one has learnt to crawl and there is just no stopping him.....and ME who has to be there and watch him!
He loves everything and anything on the floor and just reaches in seconds to grab them or go and hot his head...This leaves me no choice but to run along with him ensuring he doesnt hurt himself and at the same time he enjoys his new skills!!!!
Love u Gigee for all the fun moments and am so sorry if I raise my voice when am "Just done" with all your nonsense....

I have this deep urge to feed him all the time and try varieties so he can relish. I have my own boundaries at home and hope to introduce salt and rice soon....

My fav moment with my lil one is when he is just about to sleep on my Lap and those many kisses I plant on him so he can sleep well..he has a faint smile on his face, eyes closed,  innocent, so unconditional, so beautiful and thats when I feel "ITS ALL WORTH IT"....nothing has ever made me feel so beautiful than this phase and so that makes me huggg him so tightly before put him on bed !!!!

Off to mommy's place t'row and a day and have back to back function to attend on weekend...so that will be fast ...we have planned a special occasion for our lil one...as a part of the ritual, we shall be taking him to the temple sunday morning and he will be Lil boy "Bodu" on that day :) Am waiting to see my bodu Gigee with no hair....

Meeting Vini

Surprising that Vini messaged " Lets meet this Sunday".....We have been the best buddies for over a decade, from having morning coffee until evening snacks at work to meeting every weekend, shopping, crazy talks ( Lovey moments with this girl must say!!!) ..Just like the best Girl frens!!!! Over years, it changed and my Bad that I had family commitments and we could hardly meet..Thanks to Phone, we ring up each other everyday....I always feel its not been the same, since we hardly meet....hmmm

Back to my topic, we Met last Saturday for coffee at Costa Coffee. Its mid-way to her workplace and my home; so its easy for me to commute with Gigee...I was so bloody excited, just the thought of meeting her...My usual irritation about few things at home just vanished, I was sooper cool feeding gigee and kept telling him that we are going out in the evening, something nice was running inside me...(hehehe)

I was worried I had not done my eye brows, managed to wash my hair, kept checking my tee's...Same for Gigee, kept a nice tee and shorts!!!! I could not apply kajal, due to dust allergy in my eyes  :(

It was an evening, so REFRESHING!!!! We picked up coffee, walnut cake and sat to talk...It was simple, nice, playing with Gigee, light, just Nice!
loved it!

Am not myself .....these days

Well its Saturday noon and a bliss to have good home cooked lunch ( Hot!); I included my fav aloo fry in menu so I can do complete justice to my tummy....By the time I completed cleaning kitchen; It started to drizzle out, while I cuddled my lil boy and put him to sleep..Habit; I always read a book, while he gets into deep sleep....cozzyyyyy

Two things I love - Cooking and reading has almost come to a stop still due to my busy schedule being a mom and the lil time I get;  make me a lazy one..I have been giving reasons to myself from past 3 months yet unable to get back to do things .....Slowly m catching up and should give me a slight relief.

Two incidents today made me feel that am not MYSELF, rather trying to be someone else so things are at Ease..That brings bck the topic what I hate about myself, that I give up easily to manage peace and end up pleasig someone else which only leaves wrinkled forehead since all way am cursing myself for being someone else WHICH AM NOT! The target was my hubby and definetely not liking what has passed. I had to speak things which I didnt mean nor wanted to... I need to put in some strong thoughts into my head that I need to stop THIS ACT....I had to make time to write this, since this exercise has always given me that space to think - express- decide and feel better....

As a part of the routine, we shall dine out tonight..Last weekend was at ROYAL ORCHID and N&G treated us! iT WAS FUN AND love that place!!!!!

Must Mention, I attended my school fren's wedding the other day( Very unusual of me) and was not even sure if he will even recognize me..Contrary turned out to be very pleasant and felt such unusual and unexpected things gives a nice feel!!!!

Relaxingg...

Relaxing after a long time....its a rare I get to sit and wonder "what do I do now"....Am so so so so so very looking forward for such "What do I Do" kinda....

Work from home is completely outta question, since am so busy and do not get enough of playing with him,,,Now that Gigee is 7 months old, he needs more EnTeRtAiNmEnT and I need to start looking for newer things to keep him on toes....Love his movements and lil boy tries hard to move and catch those toys in front of him....Days are just moving wih the flow, yet I miss something I really want to do...

6 months...

Yes, My son is in his 6th month and life is so much busier...As much as I love being a mom and nursing my cute lil boy "Samrudh"; I long for some ME TIME. Its CrAZY all 24 hrs with him and somehow his sleep time keeps me busier and i keep checking as to when will he wake up and start showering those lovely smiles and giggle and am back to life and action....

I can't believe that I never used to be fond of kids and here I am love being a MOM soo soo very much and just cant do without my lilboy....I would like to start writing more about him; but its the TIME which is a challenge :(

few things about my lil one....

> We call him Gigee at home and its a name we have been calling him from the time he was a fetus...

> Gigee is choo choo cute with lovely dimples when he smiles...I love the tender skin like crazy and keep pulling them and planting those infinite kisses all time ( When hubby is not watching)

> Gigee is very fond of his Joli ( Cradle) and just cant sleep without Joli...

> Gigee started to roll on his tummy and back from his 6th month ( I was waiting)..He rolls over and starts inspecting all around....I can't express how cute he looks and always wish he never grows up...

> Gigee loves Milk, Cerelac, fruit milkshakes and new addition boiled and mashed Carrot

> He loves to step out and all smiles when he looks around the greenery, cars, people around ( like his mom)

eeksss, am typing so fast..Need to stop and catch up on my Lunch before he wakes up...I hate this since am unable to express properly...

But.....Love u my boy..U r the best thing to have happened to me darling